THIS IS IT! I'M OFFICIALLY DEPRESSED!!!
First of all, a fucking stupid accident last night cause my phone to reset. DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS? That means that all my precious contacts and SMS-es are gone. Needless to say, Vera's SMS-es are all inside. ALL. 全部. ぜんぶ. From day 1 till her last SMS. Heh. Yes I'm that pathetic. But her sms-es are a recollection of my memories of her and I do not want to throw it away. Not that all is lost, I can’t help but feel a sense of despair. I regretted that I had not copied everything down. I regretted that I had not bought the syncing software to sync my phone with my laptop. I regretted that I had allowed the accident to happen.
At that spur of the moment, I actually wanted to smash my phone to bits. That stupid fucking device has lost its purpose so what’s the use of keeping it? I tell you, if my PowerBook or external hard-disk should ever fail on me, you can be sure that I’d fucking throw it out of my window that very second. I have no fucking patience for my devices failing on me. I can call my friends with any other phone but you… you are suppose to store all my memories! Now that you’d lost my memories, and there’s nothing you can do to bring them back, I’m going to sell you away and buy a new one to replace you. I hate you!
And as if it's not enough, Rus had to make me look at pictures of this girl's wedding photos. DO YOU KNOW THAT SHE IS SO FUCKING CHIO? Wah lau. And to make things worse, he doesn't want to give me the url to her blog now. How chee bye can he get? Pui. I 鄙视 him man. Why can’t he just give me the url? “You also say you don’t want to look at her, why should I give you?” was his reply. Oh, wait a minute. Now he gives me her url. Good. Seriously, why is she so chio? And why is she married to that stupid spastic-looking Andrew Fang? I don’t care if you call me a sore bastard because that’s what I probably am. After all that’d happened, how can you ask me not to be sore?! Esther was right. I don’t like to lose. I hate losing.
Anyway, I’m more or less certain that regardless how much I’d want to be a dad, get married to a pretty wife, kiss her goodbye everyday when I go to work (but before that, send my kids to school first), come home to 2 lovely kids and a even more lovely wife who’s cooking our dinner, go to church on Sunday with the entire family, watch my kids grow up, grow old with my wife, it’d probably not happen because I’m too fussy. If it should ever happen, I’d be really thankful and I’d protect them with my life. That is IF it should ever happen …
That aside, I’m on a hunt for phones now. I want my O2 Atom. Anybody got lobangs? Oh and I’m selling my O2 Mini for SGD250. There is a dent and some slight scratches to it but if you’re as fussy as me, a trip to Bugis (O2’s customer service counter) and $120 would solve the problem. But the unit is in perfect working condition. Below are images of all the dent and scratches.
So if you are interested or you know of anyone who is interested, do email me. Meanwhile, those who know me, please email me your contacts as well. Thanks. =)
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