Stressed

[Payne Kendall - Scratch]

Hahaha... I just left a message for Payne on her guestbook, thanking her for that beautiful piece and if she's a fan of Grey's Anatomy (I just had to ask that). Hahaha... Do you think she'd reply?

I found a new You've Got Mail fan yesterday. He's none other than Chua Wee!. Cool... Welcome to the club dude. It's a very sweet movie. My sis and I analysed the movie like a literature text. We studied the script in details even. Quite siao right? But hey, it's a good movie. Those who have not catch it, I urge you to watch it.

Went to Sammy's today with Russell and Kexin for dinner. We sua to Milk and Honey for desserts. There we saw a very tired but interesting waitress who asked us "How do you say, 'I want to have coffee' in Mandarin?" If you had a look at her face, you'd agree with us that she needs to have a go at that weird Red-bull concoction called, Guanara or is it Guaranana or is it Guarana? Oh whatever... Gua-something one lah.

Anway, recently I'd been very stressed by my piling workload. The inability to score as well as last semester is depressing enough and my fucking weak command of Japanese is making me very insecure. Not to mention the fact that it is absolutely necessary to score in my final ASIA 1030 essay to have a glimpse of a distinction. I tell you, to have credit average in this semester, I already very happy liao man. But, having a credit average would definitely jeopardise my chances of getting into the exchange program. Sigh. When everything works like a clockwork, all it takes is for a gear to loose its teeth to cock up the entire system.

So amidst all this stress, I received a piece of good news - I've got the internship at MHA. Like what I was telling Berlinda, I'm not exactly very delighted. I'm not sure if it's just the stress or it's the job scope (which I cannot disclose here because it's labelled confidential. -_-") I'm very thankful that MHA is willing to give me an opportunity and I see it as a window to further opportunities. But... But somehow I feel slightly embarrassed to tell people what exactly I'm doing. Simply because it's quite distantly related to security studies. Oh well, like I'd said, a window to more opportunities... I should just try to keep my mind open.

Woah. Looks like this is a very long entry. Ok, here's what ANU looks like now, covered by what I called "Summer Snow" but most people just calls it fluff. Ha.

But really look like snow what right?

Okay. Enough for today. I'm going to find something else to do. My head's fucking heavy...