More about that girl in my dream...

Actually... Let me take this opportunity while we're still on this note to elaborate more about this special girl...

For a period of time, I actually felt like a girl - I was being wooed. Whether if that's her intention or not, I'm wasn't sure but from my perspective, I did felt like she was (in my own words), "making me fall in love with her." Over time, I felt more and more into her.

However, one big hurdle I face every time I want to get to know her more is our lack of chemistry. I don't know if it's just me and my fear of opening up to her or that we really don't have much things to talk about. Not to mention our social circle completely doesn't overlap.

So naturally, I don't invest much and I dare not hope for that happy ending, especially not when our friendship's at stake.

Yet after this dream, my heart seems to beat differently. Even as I'm typing this entry, my mind is all about her and something tells me that she's got the potential to overwrite history.

You know what? I think I'm just being affect by my dream and this is all but a passing phase. I'd write more again if this doesn't go away in a week. :)