Sunday, April 19, 2009

日有所思,夜有所梦

I dreamt of a special someone last night. (Don't worry guys, it's NOT Vera.) It was such a vivid dream...

You stood there, just spacing out and I approached you from the back. I don't know what made me do it but I hugged you. You turned around and returned the hug. I could smell the scent of your hair and I could almost feel the warmth of your body. It was such a special feeling. We didn't say much but I knew we were a couple. We held hands as we walked and shared many intimate moments together.

Everything was so real! Everything felt so right - from the way our palms fitted when we held hands, to your natural scent to even how your head would fit on my shoulder... It was something which I thought only Vera could give but there you were, lying next to me... I actually felt I was in love.

French philosopher, René Descartes once wrote, "Je pense, donc je suis" - "I think, therefore I am". That being said, if my dream is a fragment of my thought, does that mean it is a part of my existence? i.e., A reality? I don't know. All I know is that amidst everything, we're too far apart for the dream to become a reality...
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Sigh...
I guess there's a reason why it's just a dream...

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