Sayonara

[Miriam Yeung 楊千嬅 - 笑中有淚]

PHAW! I don't believe I actually drove like more than 1,000km over the weekend. How much experience points is that huh? Hahahaha...

While many of us know that "Sayonara" is "goodbye" in Japanese, it actually means more than just a regular goodbye. To the Japanese, when they say "Sayonara" it means to bid farewell with hope to... FUCK. Now I'm confused. Basket. Is it with hope to see that someone again or is it with knowledge that you'd probably not see that someone again. (There goes my nice beginning.)

Anyway...

I said goodbye to a very dear friend who'd be going back to Singapore last night. Had Zhengqi and I not bought tix for Hitman, the farewell will not have been so brief. The movie was nice but I totally regretted not spending more time to say my goodbyes. I know it's not like we're not going to meet again in Singapore but this time round, it's just different.

Speaking of different, I had a damn amazing dream last night. Something happened and Rus held Vera hostage. Hahaha!!! She even threaten, "I'd kick you if you touch me" and I could just hear her voice! It's been so long since I heard her voice and honestly, I can't recall it. But apparently, it's embedded deeply in my mind and surfaced last night. The brain is really amazing. Just like how I'd always believed that scent can be recalled on demand, like how sometimes I'd smell somebody outta the blue.

I digressed and I'm too hungry to type further. The thing is, 我真的很不忍心这样的和他告别 period.