Monday, August 21, 2006

The monster without a name

Feeling | Lonely
Listening |刘德华 - 心只有你 
Thinking | "Who's beside me now?"

And so what happens from here? What happens when everyone knows the real me, the real monster? I guess that's what happens when you live your life without ethnics, principles and integrity. And at the end of the day, it's love that saved me - the very thing that destroys me saved me. All along I'd thought that being transparent was the best, letting different people see different parts of the real you. But I suppose that doesn't work for a monster like me. Then again, the counter-arguement could be that I eliminate the monster in me. Easier said than done. Come to think of it, it all made perfect sense. No wonder... Oh forget it. It's all pointless talk.

To the people that I'd disappointed, that has lost complete (or partial) faith, confidence and trust in me, I apologise. I'd take full responsibility for all that I'd said and done. I'm sorry that it all had to turn out this way. Thanks for the chance. I'd remember it. Meanwhile, do know that I still love you guys.

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