Yawn

Feeling | Hungry
Listening | The whirring of my fan
Thinking | Of her

Just came back from a meet up with the dudes. It's such a rare chance that all 4 of us can sit down and chat for hours. Gosh, I'd sure miss 'em when I'm gone. These few days has been packed with meet ups - NCC, poly, secondary, army etc. I never knew it'd shack me out man. I was so tired today that I actually overslept my bus stop after sending Joel off at T2. When I woke up, oh my God, I'm already at Ang Mo Kio. Sian, must cross the road and take another bus back. After I reach home, I slept again. All the way till 9pm. I HATE to sleep. I think it's just a waste of time. Plus other reasons as well but ya, I felt like I'd wasted an entire day. Luckily still got the kopi session with the dudes.

I need to buy clothes. BUT... I dunno what to get. I've suddenly lost sight of my own image. I no longer feel like (if I may use the term) "dolling" myself up. "What wax hair, what nice tee or jeans, ah fuck lah; wear so nice for fuck?!" I know I need to get a bag, I've seen a nice bag (which as usual, I can't afford) so I dunno what to buy already. Even my pencil case I also bought it half-heartedly. Seriously, so what if it's A|X or FCUK or G-Star? And my hair. I dunno what to do with it.

My stomach is growling now but I don't feel like eating plus I'm simply too lazy to make a meal for myself. So the next best thing to do, sleep. Don't feel like goin' out tomorrow. But I can't. I need to keep my mind busy. Sigh. Yes, I'm so pathetic.