The denouement

Mood | Depressed
Listening | David Tao - 就是爱你


Have you ever seen a rainbow during the rain? A rainbow that's formed not by the rays of the sun but by the glimmer of light that's seeping through the dark clouds?

Good morning dear blog. This is it. THE END. The end of my first semester here, the end of autumn, the end of you. None of this is of my choice. But I guess this is life, that all things must come to an end.

It has been yet another terrible week. The guilt, the worrying, the self-blaming, the loss. But like the rainbow above, there are small events that reduced the impact. Eugene, thanks for insisting that I go to the basketball match. It's pure entertainment to see that loser squating in his blazer and trainers while clenching to some note book. It was also a "feel good" thing to indulge in John's xia lan-ness. Then there's also last night. Top Gear's really awesome. I simply love the way Jeremy Clarkson and Richard Hammond describe a car. The parallelisms, the metaphors, and the way they feel about a car, absolutely marvelous. Oh, and their humour, Brit humour's so ever witty. Argh. Amazing... Truly amazing show. So Eugene, thanks. You're da man of the week.

It's rather cold now, 6 degrees. (Funny how I can still tahan with only a tee and my trackpants.) And it's still raining. These 2 days of raining's so apt. It's like I walk out of my room, look up into the sky, feel the rain drops on my face and I can feel mother nature feeling what I'm feeling - the gloominess, the depression, the cold. How I wish it'd have showered (like the ones we always get in Singapore). Then I can go get myself drenched.

I'm quite sick of writing now. It's sickening that while I'm thinking of my next para, my emotions will inevitably be stirred up. Now's not the time for that. I need to finish my final Euro essay.

Later.

Should change song soon. I think David Tao's quite tired after singing the same song for more than 20 times... Heh.