Sorry

"mou ichido tsuyoku dakishimete..."

Shortly after leaving, I went for a run. It was not like any other runs, I sprinted. My inner thighs ache so much now. I was so angry at myself. Not even the rain can make me feel any better. The only thing that probably helped was blasting Gackt's Last Song. I went over later at night, intending to look for you. In fact, I was just outside when I sent the sms. I'm sorry if my call disturbed you. While I know your lights were out, I doubt you were asleep. I dare not knock on your door. I sat outside for awhile before leaving. You know, never will I have dream of this happening either. I'm sorry girl. It must have hurt real bad inside. No words can describe the guilt I have. Not matter what, we still must do what we have to do. I know that call is important to you, go call him. Remember, it's not about regreting, but ensuring what's done is never worth regreting. Meanwhile, I'd be waiting...

"...ima mo aishiteiru"