Ad astra per aspera - a rough road leads to the stairs

Meeting my tutor in an hour. I really want to know where did I go wrong yet at the same time, I dread hearing the all possible unpleasant comments about my essay.

Bought 2 boxes of Krispy Kreme donuts just now. Simply heavenly. (Did I mention that 1 dozen's only going for $12?) Rus was saying that we should heat 'em up after dinner today. I'm sure it'd be lovely to have coffee with the hot donuts. You know, it's times like this that you'd appreciate good company, be it a loved one or a bunch of awesome friends.

The headache that I'm having since Saturday doesn't seem to go away. Is it the stress that's been building up with regards to the numerous issues I'm facing or is it simply due to the lack of sleep? A badly done essay, a half-fuck essay, a yet to complete essay, a damaged confidence, a lost heart... Are these contributing factors? I must pull through... On my own... by myself... a lone wolf separated from the rest of the pack. Courage, wisdom and strength is what I need to carry on.

Perhaps, "I'd never be as good"; ipso facto, should I even advance?

"Time... I've been passing time watching trains go by
All of my life...
Lying on the sand, watching seabirds fly
Wishing there would be
Someone waiting home for me...

Something's telling me it might be you
It's telling me it might be you...
All of my life...

Looking back as lovers go walking past...
All of my life
Wondering how they met and what makes it last

If I found the place
Would I recognize the face?
Something's telling me it might be you
Yeah, it's telling me it might be you

So many quiet walks to take
So many dreams to wake
And we've so much love to make

I think we're gonna need some time
Maybe all we need is time...
And it's telling me it might be you
All of my life...

I've been saving love songs and lullabies
And there's so much more
No one's ever heard before...

Something's telling me it might be you
Yeah, it's telling me it must be you
And I'm feeling it'll just be you
All of my life...
It's you..
It's you...
I've been waiting for all of my life...

Maybe it's you...
Maybe it's you...
I've been waiting for all of my life..."